Cephiros, The One Winged Angel

Okay, today was the day for the group interview for ASPCC. That’s student government for most of you. I was applying and most interested in Managing Director of Finance. I got up, showered, got dressed and I left the house 1pm and the interview was at 3pm. I got off the Bus Line 72 and tried to catch Bus line 9. I missed that and eventually ended up 10 minutes late to the interview. Hopefully, that won’t hurt me too much. I feel that I answered all the questions to the best of my ability and I really feel that I might get the position. One of the question what position you were most interested and no one on Friday’s group interview expressed Managing Director of Finance. I don’t know how Thursday interview went but we can always hope.

Well, I decided to go to Tilt again and test out custom songs on the R21 enabled In The Groove Machine. As always, I was playing doubles. Everyone was going well for most of the evening. Except, I was playing a song and near the end of the song, some black guy got up on the right pad and fucked me up and I failed the song. I fucking pushed him and yelled at him alot. Telling him he owned me a dollar and he called me the N word like 15 times. Basically, I was upset that he wasn’t very considerate when I was playing the game. I’m not going to fuck with the joystick if you playing a fighting game, then don’t get on the fucking pad. I explained this to his friend and he gave me a dollar in tokens and we shook hands. Even after I calmed down, he was still yelling at me. He said something about kicking my ass once I left the mall.

So, pretty much, don’t fuck with me when I play DDR/ITG, don’t get my angry, you don’t want me angry.

So, today after my speech class. I saw this display of t-shirts that peaked my interest in the small break between my classes but I did not have enough time to give it my full attention until after class. Each t-shirt was colored for the different types of violence that was suffered by the victim. Domestic abuse, rape, sexual molestation and incest, death, and such. Each of them had message either from the victim or the victim’s family/friends. This were from men and women. They were speaking out against their attacker and staying strong.

This message made me sad, tearful but amazed at their strength. However, one guy along with a girl were looking at the t-shirts and asked what this was about and the girl asked the same. Then the guy read the t-shirt of a woman who suffered a domestically violent relationship and was puring out her feelings. Guess what the guy did… the motherfucker laughed while reading it and totally spit in the face of that victim.

I think they realized they were in the minority because they took off their name tags from the Honor Student reception that was held in the College Center. I really should have said something but I stood there quiet and said nothing. I feel really ashamed I did nothing there. I have one thing to say to them.

Fuck you fucking asshole. You want to spit in the faces of these victims and not show them any empathy or compassion then you can fucking die. People like you make the world worse. If I ever see you again and you do something like this then I’m going to fucking bitch slap you. I only wish I could have as much strength as these people who revealed their souls to us.